Is this still alive?

Hi. I'm very sorry if I posted this twice but, here I am. I have extreme anxiety and it's getting worse as we speak. And I'm not joking.
I'm very very sorry if my english or grammar isn't perfect but I'm kinda freakin' out right now.
I do art as a hobby sort of, but nobody knows about my work so, I guess I'm just not gonna post anything here.
What's the point if nobody cares?

Hahaha I'm clingy and annoying and horrible and extremely delicate. Let's be friends!

Hey,

To answer your question; no this place is pretty much a ghost town now-a-days. Very rarely we get some activity.

I'm going to guess you've managed to track it down from Aeg's Starbound mod?

Yeah, I fell in love with the sandspitters and I doodled some, I thought about showing it to somebody but then I remembered I have no friends. But I figured the forums would be a pretty good place for interacting. I was wrong.

If it helps in anyway, the THEA community stays somewhat connected on steam. Furthermore some of us get email notifications whenever someone posts (hence how I'm responding to this in the first place.) Who knows friend, we always said one extra person would be all it takes to revive the forum, it could be you!

Thanks, but. I'm not the person you're looking for probably. I'm an awful person and not even my boyfriend wanted to be around me because apparently I caused his anxiety.

The Elithian community spans the world and will accept anyone as long as you're not a spamboy. You seem like a wonderful person from this brief encounter and most likely you're dealing with some issues, like we all are. You're gonna make it.

Yeah, to be fair this place hasn't exactly been active in years....

I mean I joined THEA (according to the Sporum thread) 02/18/2010 13:29:40, so nearly 7 years ago.

Unfortunately I have realized that my problems will likely continue to get worse, and worse, and worse, and eventually I'll kill myself. But I guess I'm happy to be around even if I am just a big burden.

The post I wanted to type for deleted.

Anyways, don't say that. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you are contemplating it, call 911.

From your username I gather that you like death grips. You have an ear for good music and you can contribute to the forum. Have you broken up recently? Is that the source of your grief?

Anyways don't listen to Notix too much he's the resident cynical Brit

I'm a worthless awful nobody who will never succeed. End of story. I just wanted some friends.

If you say so. Always note you can play some vidya with us if you join our steam group, "The Elithian Alliance"

You've succeeded in bringing some activity back into these forums, something none of us have managed to do in quite a while! I don't know exactly what troubles you, but I've been through some very tough times myself, and things will get better. Seeking professional help might help you, however difficult asking for it may seem.

But enough serious talk for one post, I'm just glad you've managed to get some activity back into these forums! I'd also love to see the doodles of Sandspitters you drew, if you're still willing to share them.

I would want to join your guys' steam group but every time I've tried to socially interact in a group it's ended in tears and being made fun of.

And I'm probably not gonna post any drawings I've done because there's no point, there's just no point. I'm never gonna get anywhere in life and that's not gonna help now.

Sorry if I'm late, you're more than welcome to join us! I'm glad that we're getting back together, I'm sure we'll get to know you as a friend.

I deactivated my Deviantart today.
I wanna die.

Hey, listen here. I'm sure your very talented and have plenty to offer to the world. Whatever troubles you have now will be over soon. Put a little faith into yourself and you'll feel better. If not, don't worry, we'll find a way to make you feel better.

I don't believe in humanity anymore. I have no friends. My art is bad. And I will die pennyless and alone crawling in a cesspool of debt.

You could be worse; dying penniless and alone crawling in a cesspool of human excrement, for example.

It is I!
The person who's in dire need of either euthanasia or a hug.

I am surprised to see this as the most recent topic. Today I just learned that my account was activated about 2 weeks ago, and wanted to check things out. This is kind of saddening to read this. I feel bad for you. here...


It was then I realized there was no hug emote, but still, if anything, I am interested and would love to see your drawings!
Also, I am most likely going to be checking this semi-daily, so we might be able to discuss, in a sense...

sorry if I sound awkward.